last week I come out with an idea shooting a short film for our psychology class...and worst it the project is fail and didn't even close to the concept.. i didn't understand what exactly en.azahari want.. he suddenly turn to someone else drastically.. and its scared me.. i want to past this class but i just don't know how... hurm.. its not just scared me.. i am terrified.. i really want to past this subject so bad..if can i want to got an A in this subject so it can boost my pointer... i really struggle with that.. considering i lie to everyone.. i lie to my dad especially when come to my result.. i didn't get what he want so i lie to avoid the angry mad face or sarcasm voice in our dinner/lunch conversation.. i don't want to be a loser.. i did try my best but still it dint the best enough... very2 shit on me... 

 

back on the business... while the making of the crap short film.. relationship faking friendship problem happen.. i don't know what exactly in their head...but feeling can't really fight with rationalism of brain... the scandalinship turn into worst relationship ever... before they use to hangout a lot..with laugh and joking.. but know all the sarcasm word she throw to him.. i think this is bullshit.. she shouldn't be that way..she ask for something that he can't fulfill and i didn't approve their relation either... he is my best buddy where we share a lot of thing and secret of cause.. but still it didn't give her an authority to hurt him that way.. i know his feeling to her is real..but he already got the queen of his life and she should not destroy that relation... i cant think further about this situation.. i thought she over it but she didn't.. she is the real bitch..

so this is the video we shoot.. it worst but still fun thing to do...