All Of Me - John Legend & Lindsey Stirling

this song giving so much meaning into my life.. i never believe someone would felt so much in love and crazy about someone entirely their whole life... i wish someone would love me that way too..love me without judging me..without felt any insecure..without scared would loosing it..but i choose to love and being love like a geisha..to live in shadow..always being as second choice..when i will be the 1st to someone...when i gave all of me to him..and i hope he return the love i gave by loving me back..but nothing more cruel than leaving me hanging without knowing the truth.. i cant let tears keep wetting my face..i felt lost..loosing person i love the most..when Allah swt took both of them.. everything seem change..i loose my strength...

hoping something would come down like i always dream.. i still searching where i do wrong..what my fault..did i deserve happiness?? did i deserve to be love..did YOU love me??